Feb. 13th, 2011

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Things in my personal life have gotten bad.

like, really bad.

So bad on the 23rd I'm going to a doctor to go back on antidepressants and hopefully antianxiety medications so I can get through my days.

Lately I've been reflecting on time. I'm nearly 30. I started LJing at 17. Jesus how the time goes by. Too fast, yet too slow. I really wish I was a better person at 17, but I just didn't know any better and now I'm screwed. I really don't want to be 40 and single. most people don't understand we simply don't get our time back. A year, maybe two, fine. But, jesus this is ridiculous. Either I'm hideously unattractive or I have the worst luck ever or both.

Christ, my life is a wreck. I can't wait to get on the happy pills again. I need to stop feeling like the jaws of time are at my neck.

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